Hooray for Me!
based on Luke 17:5-10
Rev. Karen Goltz
I remember back, before I went to
seminary, I had a regular job. I was a contractor for the United States Air
Force, specializing in financial management for various multi-national defense
programs. And I was good at what I did. Very good. So good that I
received letters of commendation from both the Air Force and the Navy for the
first job I was asked to do. I was name-requested by NATO headquarters to head
up future projects of a similar nature. I was recognized at every performance
review as a superior employee, and, to be honest, I expected to be
recognized, because I knew I was good.
If you think this all sounds like
I’m bragging, you’re right. I am. I get conceited about this because my
performance in that position is one of the greatest achievements of my life.
When I was twenty-four years old I sat at a conference room table at NATO
Headquarters in Brussels, and I told them why they needed to upgrade their radar
net in the North Atlantic. And based on my recommendation, they did. Of
course I’m proud of the work I did.
But the truth is, I wasn’t the
first to sit at that conference room table, nor was I the last. When politics
and personalities resulted in my suddenly losing that job, I experienced a very
rude reality check. Without me on the job, the planes kept on flying. The United
States Air Force did not collapse without me there to keep things in check. NATO
continued to upgrade their radar net. The job continued with someone else in it
because, after all, it was only a job.
I found that to be a pretty
humbling experience. I’d convinced myself that I was the only one who
could do that job, partly based on all the accolades I’d received. I’d convinced
myself that I was the job, and that the Air Force needed me to be
there.
But the more I thought about it
afterwards, the more I realized: all that recognition I’d received was just for
doing exactly what I was hired to do. I never went outside the parameters of my
contract; I never went above and beyond the call of duty. I simply did what I
was commanded to do, what I was supposed to do, what I was expected to do. All
those accolades only served to inflate my own sense of centrality. It was no
longer about the job that needed to be done; it was about me doing that
job.
And I don’t believe I’m the only
one who’s ever experienced that situation. How many times have you basked in
thanks and appreciation for merely doing what you were supposed to do? Sure, you
probably put a lot of effort into it and did a fantastic job. But aren’t all
jobs worth putting our best effort into? What does it say about the quality
we’ve come to expect as a society when simply meeting the specified requirements
merits special recognition and celebration?
Unfortunately, that lack of
expectation has expanded beyond our workplaces and society and into our very
lives, including our lives of faith. We find a church we like, we learn a little
about the faith, we volunteer if it’s something that interests us and it doesn’t
get in the way of anything else, and we give out of our excess. We’re impressed
when we hear about someone who makes a real sacrifice as an act of faith,
someone who actually practices first-fruit giving, or who alters their lifestyle
because something they were doing was out of line with what they professed to
believe. We look at that person and we think, “Wow! They’re really
committed!”
But really, that person is no more
committed than they should be. They are only doing what’s expected of them. It’s
those of us who are impressed who are not meeting God’s expectations.
It’s a hard, uncompromising,
uncomfortable word of law, but there it is. In today’s gospel lesson, Jesus
tells a story about a slave and his master. Understanding that slavery in
ancient times was different from the brutal, exploitative experience of slavery
in our own history, let’s use the word servant. Or better yet,
employee. Jesus sarcastically imagines the guy in charge fawning over the
employee, elevating his status to that of the guy in charge, simply for doing
his job. In this parable, there’s still more work for the employee to do, but
the guy in charge is so pleased with the work that’s already been done that he
basically says he doesn’t have to do any more. Jesus’ audience would of course
see this as ridiculous, and Jesus himself points out the foolishness of these
actions. He goes on to describe the reality, that the guy in charge would
rightfully tell his employee to finish his work. Jesus then convicts his
audience by telling them, “So you, also, when you have done all that you were
ordered to do, say, ‘We are worthless slaves; we have done only what we ought to
have done!’” We have done only what is expected of us. This is a conviction
because of what happened in the verses just before today’s reading. We tune in
just in time to hear the apostles say, “Lord, increase our faith!” What we don’t
see is that they ask this because Jesus just gave them a very difficult command.
He told them that even if the same person sins against them seven times a day,
and turns back after each time and says, “I repent,” even knowing the pattern,
they still must forgive.
The apostles hear that probably as
we do, that that’s too much to ask of anyone. So they ask Jesus to increase
their faith to extraordinary levels so they can meet this extraordinary command,
and Jesus stops them short. “Even with the tiniest amount of faith,” he
basically tells them, “You are expected to be able to do this.” And then he
tells them the parable.
Christianity isn’t an easy,
feel-good religion. It’s a way of life. There’s no such thing as not being
Christian enough, or only being a little bit Christian. That’s the same as
saying you’re only a little bit pregnant. There is no such thing! You either are
or you aren’t. You might not be showing yet, but as that pregnancy continues, it
becomes more and more evident as time goes on, until finally it pushes its way
into the world as an experience that will utterly alter your life and the lives
of the people around you.
That’s the expectation. God
promises us forgiveness, salvation, and eternal life, and he offers us that
before we’ve done anything. It’s a free gift. It’s grace in its most ultimate
form. And we are expected to respond to that grace by allowing it to transform
our very lives. The Reverend Denny Brake once said, “If a Savior leaves you as
you are and where you are, from what has he saved you?”
We as Christians, no matter where
we are on our faith journey, are members of the body of Christ. As such we are
interdependent with each other, and we are all stewards of God’s Word,
individually and collectively. We are called to proclaim the good news of Jesus
Christ with our words and with our deeds, with our priorities and with our
possessions. We might think this is an extraordinary command that goes above and
beyond the call of duty, and we might want to receive accolades and recognition
for our efforts, but that’s not what it’s all about. Jesus is the one who
went above and beyond when he accepted the cross for us, and we already received
our recognition when Christ chose to die for us.
Christ received our sins and our
punishment. We received his grace. That’s God’s covenant with us. He’s upheld
his end. What will we do with ours? Amen.